Writing
is an addiction, just like marijuana, you can’t stop it once you get used to it.
As indicated in the previous blog, I have re-started writing random stuff only recently.
Few weeks ago, I came home around 1 am from work after finishing a critical
customer deadline and post that it took me at least 80 more minutes to sleep.
Not only did I recap the happenings of the day and have a sense of relief, but
also quickly checked if I missed anything critical for our customer submission other
than checking the latest updates on my IPAD.
Once
I finished the Day 1 blog at 2 am Friday morning, It took sometime for me to
sleep. This is very common as the brain works actively with so much of stimuli and
takes time to slow down and eventually shut down the roller blinds of our
eyes. Everyone at home had gone back to their rooms to sleep and my daughter as
well had stopped giggling or talking, thereby putting both herself and her mom to sleep. I could start concentrating on my blog in this backdrop of pin drop
silence. Since this was the first blog I had directly punched on my IPAD, there
was no clattering of the keys, which comes from physical keyboards. However, in
a few minutes, my ear picked up specific sounds from the night that was growing
darker as the moon was also probably staying away from COVID-19 virus.
The
fencing on both sides of our house, especially on the front yard is virtual
than physical. Dotting the boundaries on the left hand side, we have various
small plants and trees, which are under the shade of huge palm trees. The palm
trees have been on our neighbours front yard for years, and their height
signals the length of time our neighbours have spent in this suburb. One of the
birds sleeping on the palm tree, was probably interrupted and was fluttering
its wings occasionally. On a slightly warm night, not sure if it was using its
wings as fan to stir up some air circulation for its younger ones or just
trying to re-position itself in the tree.
Just
as this ended, in sometime the dogs from the neighbours on the other side of
our backyard decided to let a bark out. I had just read that evening that few garden
snakes had attacked people in nearby suburbs in separate incidents, and they
were recovering in the nearby hospital. The mind has a strange tendency to
connect the dots at the most unwanted of times. I was wondering if it was a snake
or a long blue tongue garden lizard, slithering across the fence, unsettling
the dogs for invading their territory. Just the previous weekend, while trimming
the corner tree in the backyard, which had grown a tad wild recently, I did see
something long and heavy slither across. It was a blue tongue lizard, as I
found later after looking up online. Mr. Blue tongue keeps your garden clean
and eats away all unwanted pests that affect your garden with no impact to
human. I guess he had chosen his spot just like Sheldon (from Big Bang Theory)
right at the base of our corner tree. While I had my heart in my mouth watching
something this big slither by, I put up a brave front and with a swagger like an action movie hero, put the big Pruner on the side and walked indoors, closing the
access door to the garden behind me. I tried looking at the base of the tree
from the mesh door, and kind of nodded to ensure we both have our own personal
space ‘un-intruded’ for sometime. Mr. Blue Tongue may well have been back from
a party in the nearby bushes, back to his ‘Sheldon’ spot and thereby upsetting the
dogs.
Off
late, there have been an increase in incidents where thieves have operated at
night and robbed houses in and around the suburb. I could also hear a few
irregular sounds from the backyard, with no specific pattern, but sounding like
someone treading softly while walking. I wasn’t sure if someone was in the
backyard in the pitch dark light, trying to make noises to the minimal and break
in. Till I could confirm, no point in raising an alarm and waking up anyone. I decided
to keep a vigil on both the front yard and back yard peering through the windows
in pitch darkness and intermittently switching on the light. As a final check,
decided to go down the stairs to check if all the access doors to the house are
secure downstairs. As I was about to get down the final sequence of stairs, I grabbed
the railing and stopped to listen, crouch a little bit and spot if I could see something.
It also hit me hard that I cannot get off the stairs as I need to restrict
freedom of movement and be in ‘my zone’ due to self-isolation. I spent a few minutes
watching my living room and kitchen, in pitch darkness with only silhouettes and
shadows of the dining table, couch and coffee table. The dishwasher had just
completed its cycle and the LED lights seemed to create some amount of light in
the kitchen, in a very focused way.
Suddenly,
one of the bedroom doors opened, making the hair stand on the back of my neck.
I didn’t have anything to protect myself in case it was an intruder. My fears
were put to rest, as I saw my father in law walking out to probably visit the
restroom. He looked long way across the hall and saw me as I was getting up
from my crouch and was startled, “Is all well? Do you need something?” I quickly explained and had him check all the
access points to the house and once we concurred it was all safe, I went back
upstairs satisfied and snuggled my way into the bed. My eyes wouldn’t shut as
my ears were active and were soaking in the pin drop silence. In addition to
this, the mind was running mental re-runs of what unfolded in the last few
minutes (what seemed like hours). It struck me that, traditionally we are usually scared of the darkness and silence of the night, slippery creatures, supernatural powers or of human beings themselves. In 2020, the pandemic through virus has forcefully made its way into the list of things we will start getting scared of. I turned my head on the right, looking at the
space where we have our temple at home and just had a visual one second prayer
asking God to keep a watch over and closed my eyes. The faith in a Supreme Being has always helped, to ward off any fear or worries since ages.
I heard a flutter of feathers again. I opened my eyes. It was morning and a beautiful one with sunlight piercing in right through the blinds and breaking all the horror that previous night had to offer!
I heard a flutter of feathers again. I opened my eyes. It was morning and a beautiful one with sunlight piercing in right through the blinds and breaking all the horror that previous night had to offer!